Today, you walked by.
Sometimes i wonder if you see me
I find myself fixing my hair
“Why did i just do that?”
You’re smiling and i realized i am doing the same thing
But also that i am not the reason why.
And I may never be
You come up to me and say “hi”
My heart is accelerating and i can’t breathe,
but there you are looking at me.
Although i know that gaze will never be what it want it to be
I’ll take it because that is how much i want you in this life, in my life.
Even for just a split second
Your eyes meet mine and for that second all my insecurities go away
After that moment i realize, once again, that we will never be anything but a little moment in time.